being new to something doens’t mean you will be bad at your first time, those who have a creative brain and has some 3d senses into modelling can make some amazing work
Spmething that can be improved on the model is making the purple cylanders on the handle more uniform and equally spaced out. You can do this by using the array modifier on one cylander and then playing with the settings to get the spacing and amount whatever you want. Otherwise it looks pretty good.