It doesn’t truly matter what kind of job you get, to who, as I mentioned earlier you should do what you truly wish and enjoy to do that’s where your motivation sparks, doing the thing you love the most. I had a problem with motivation myself making builds, I used to make whole SCP Games for groups, but I slowly lost motivation and quit, now I’m working on something I have always wanted to make, an RPG/Fantasy game, I work on it almost everyday, and no matter what challenge I come across, I work hard to find a way around it, It’s about willpower for something you love
But regardless I wish you good luck! 