I know there are numerous “lack of motivation” posts, and yes, I have read through several, but it’s mostly just the same generic replies. But please hear me out.
Naturally, I have a passion project that I haven’t ACTUALLY properly worked on since November of 2023. I set the game to private on this date because I wanted to overhaul it, replace all my old messy code with modules, and optimise it.
Now it’s June 2025, and over that time, I’ve just lost all motivation. But, I still have a strong passion for the project, and I want to work on it again. But I guess the only way I can describe my feelings about it is overwhelming, uneasy, and difficult.
Furthermore, I’ve attempted to work on it again and again since I made it private, by attempting different approaches, like building a new system for the project in a nice, clean, empty baseplate. But, I usually just give up, like after a few hours, I get bored? Then distracted onto something else, like music (if that’s at all relevant).
Also, I have tried working on other projects, even created new ones, but eventually I even give up on them quite quickly, because I want to work on this main passion project. I don’t know what’s going on.