Hey fellow Devs.
I decided to make this post because it could be of a help for those with similar problem and i keep staying in this infinite circle.
So in short… I came to the point where i sometimes just work mindlessly for 3 hours even i planned it to be like 1 hour at max. I work without any effective progress just to make it done. I feel like i just gotta make it. I plan a lot but when it comes to executing it. I am a mess. It ruins all my dream projects coming true.
At some point i started to work out of clear hatred towards someone who never stopped me from working under those self-destructive manners even he really could when i was working for him and i somehow hurt my wrists. (I was working for him at times when studio was like my only thing i had under control)
I got too much self pressure put on myself because i promise others of something i am unable to do due how i work/function.
So… Lets say i burnt out, keep going just for a sake of having something to show and for those whose i promised stuff and for myself. I never manage to work by my plans and ruin my every step at this point and i keep thinking like i gotta to something all the time. I need to work in much much smaller amount but i simply can not
Any Tips about this please?