(I really don’t know which category I should put this topic in, but I tried my best and put this in.)
This is an honest, embarrassing, and disgraceful disclosure.
I’m trying to start a job to make games, and earn money from it. This is my dream really make my own game. The game itself is a high quality, horror game. I have everything planned out and I know it would be super successful that it could really be on the front page. It could only work if I could really have the money and skill to do so.
You see, I don’t have any skill in game development though I’m a very, very talented ambidextrous drawer (only in real life) and idea maker, designer, etc (I could really make super good ideas). Sadly, I just can’t code very well because of my “limitations” [you can tell from my grammar] and I don’t know how to produce anything on the computer. All I’m left with is the curse of only knowing how to draw on paper. I would hire a team, but I can’t afford that type of R$ since I’m producing a very detailed game.
So I’m wondering, is there really anyone that is very advanced (and I mean godlike skills) that could develop games without paying, only just for fun? I’m willing to pay the R$ to my future team if they could really just bare with me. I’ll write down each segment of the game they completed and put a price on (how much they’ll earn from it and I’ll pay them later once I have the money). I’m doing this because it’s something I’m truly passionate about because you could really make things a reality and it’s basically my only key to live really. I can’t do anything else, this is all I have and all I can do.
I lost everything to go college, I can’t earn money, not even a job (but this website), there’s no support for me whatsoever, I know very well that you’re not going to help, I have the imagination and everything planned out (considered a creative genius) but it’s not a skill anyone would consider, no one will ever help and, again, I can’t really learn anything (“limitations”) right, no cares, no one will like my ideas or my logic because they really don’t seem to understand (they’d get confused on what I’m saying and finally understand and give in), nor will they admit they’re wrong, I could see it in their eyes and they’re deceiving and trying to exploit me, no one likes me and my friend (everyone just seems to harm me and say he isn’t real) and you don’t too I bet, I’m trying my hardest—working hard and diligently to find ways to survive but I just lose, game development is my passion, and I can never get make my dream come true.
I have the commitment, motivated, and the strength to not give up. When it comes to making my games, I’m hard working! I’ll work my butt off until I can’t even breathe. I’m willing to make this project happen despite the complicated milestones I need to achieve in my situation. The situation on me is getting worse and worse, I was even on knees!
Roblox is really my only hope. I shouldn’t have quit playing it (2008-2012) as I could’ve learned at least something, but never will. I’m trying to find a solution, as I know developing games here will help me a lot. I really trying to convince everyone that being a savant-like idea maker (or whatever professional name is used for it) is also basically a key to a successful game.
My solutions were convincing others that my game is really going to work, I could communicate my ideas with super realistic, detailed drawings (w/ 2 hands), I will pay the R$, never give up, and have motivation to make my project work, they need to understand me, and just bare with me and I promise them that everything will be going fine.
I just need your solutions, any free recruitment (advanced) [and I’ll make a portfolio and collaboration post if I get any request], and help on how I could make a game without any skill but drawing on paper and idea making. Roblox is my dear life. If it’s gone, I’m done for, traumatized forever.
Please.